I was in a building like an art gallery. My boyfriend (Nigel) fell asleep on the bed so I walked downstairs. My mum and dad were cooking and to my surprise Nigel's family were there too and my sisters. There was some other friends that were at the art gallery too. Nigel finally woke up and came down, I went up with him and he took his phone out but messed all my things up as he did it from the drawer. I flipped and got angry and said "fuck sakes stop messing up my stuff". I went down to the art gallery and he went somewhere, it was unclear where he went to at this time. But I didn't care because I was angry. I then spent time with some friends and we were joking in the art gallery. We was laughing and having so much fun.
After, I went back to the kitchen and I saw Nigel sitting there behind someone. I spoke with my sister who ate a crisp and I asked her why as she was on a diet. Anyways, I walked out with the group of friends which included one girl that liked Nigel (which I didn't know) and two other guys. Both who were quite good looking. I walked outside with them and the girl said to one of the guys, "what do you think of buying Nigel a pair of trainers but customised and says 'there's there and just'" One of the guys said he wasn't sure because of the 'just'. The girl said she will think about it. We walked towards the Kitchen and the girl walked ahead. I asked the guy whether she had liked Nigel and the guy said "Yeah, she did". And I said "She better not try anything". The guy then said to me, if he was going out with someone good looking he would always have some ugly friends as back up incase they broke up. I was a little shocked and I disagree with him and we both just chatted about the matter.
He then pointed at something and said "get ready" loudly and in a panic. I looked but couldn't see anything then a few seconds I could see a tall blue truck crashing onto the building. The guy grabbed me to safety and protected me from the debris the other guy was left so I dragged him towards us. When it calmed down we all had to go look for our to see if everyone were ok. I was really worried. The girl said 'we have to look for Nigel' and so we did. We looked in the kitchen but there was no luck. I was starting to get upset and scared and after looking at a few places he was no where to be seen. The girl said "oh lets call". As I looked for his number, the girl already was on the phone to him. He was ok and with the rest of the survivors. I was relived. Then I thought oh no what about my family. I was looking for the number to call when. I revived a call but battery and reception was low. He said it was Kurtis and that everyone knew him but I said I wasn't sure who he was. He then asked for my name and I told him Lai. He said "Lai with both parents dead?". I shouted down the down "fuck off, no, fuck off, no". He read my full name and confirmed two dead parents. Tears started to fill my eyes and the guy was there to comfort me and I woke up shortly.
Friday, 12 July 2013
Dinner in the sky
Me and Nigel were 'dinner in the sky' testers, we sat in the seats and you kind of loop like a roller coaster. We looped and went up side down and ended up on our bums on the grass. Nigel then told me he will join me in my next trips.
Thursday, 11 July 2013
Be..
"Be Weird. Be Random. Be Who You Are. Because You Never Know Who Would Love The Person You Hide."
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Successful Vs Unsuccessful
Something I found when I was browsing and I found it quite interesting, so I thought I'd share...
| Successful People Vs Unsuccessful People |
Sunday, 7 July 2013
Alone
I was in a bar or club in another country. I was looking for my boyfriend but couldn't see him so I left feeling quite upset. I ran through these black gates as fast as I could and sat down by these stairs. I got a bit scared and then after I got his text saying 'Hey, about to leave'. So I ran back. As I was going back, the club/bar was closing so there was loads of people outside. I held my phone tight trying to work out where my boyfriend was and trying to read it. Then two white girls was standing near me, one hit me across the head and I got scared and had anticipated it. I wanted to see a gap and make a run into the building but a car was coming towards me and a gang was near by. A while guy came by and saw me and said 'ok get her, she's a foreigner'. He wanted to hit me, I tried to hide my phone and I looked around frantically trying to find my boyfriend. He started to shout and I grabbed one of the white girls for protection and hid behind her. She looked at the friend as if to say 'what the fuck is she doing, come here and help me'. I looked around for him and I couldn't see him. No one was there to protect me. I was so scared my heart was beating fast. I woke up. I remember in the dream I told myself that it was only a dream and that it was ok.
I haven't woke up from panic in a very long time! My resting heart rate is around 65bpm, but I woke up with a heart beat of 79bpm.
I haven't woke up from panic in a very long time! My resting heart rate is around 65bpm, but I woke up with a heart beat of 79bpm.
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